I want someone new in my life darl :( i cant stand him just to be with me . I want someone that knows love and care ;) its true i am so jeles with all my friends that their boyfriends are much better then mine . Hum i cant say a word real but i just have to spill it out to know why am i so stupied i am loving him in my heart but i am hating him when i am with him i almost do anything to make him happy but what i GET ? NOTHING ! Hum now i just have to my mind ;) I am trying to be nice to all of my ex so that they understand that i have change and now i am serious not like what i am when i was a stupied girl that thinks i am so dam fuck up great . I dont want to talk about love anymore its makes me like i am a loser now i want to be like my brother good greats and everything .

But now i am still love my ex K<3 hehe his still in my mind but i dont know that i can trust him :) DAHDAH asik aku je cita benda bodoh ne xP HAHA .